I’ve had a small heart attack this week. I’m wondering if my husband is catching on to what’s going on. I thought I was smart about this whole thing, but I’m starting to question myself.

 

The first thing that kind of made me question things is that he’s actually spending more time with me. I still haven’t started a job outside the house, so he’s with me all the time now. Where before he would just have a quick lunch in his office while he types away at his computer, he’s actually departing his man-cave and coming into the kitchen TO COOK LUNCH FOR US BOTH! I swear that he’s never done this in all our years of marriage.

 

He’s also started talking to me a lot more. Actual conversations. Where he listens to what I’m saying. Yes, this may sound all strange to you, as it’s what typical husbands are supposed to do, but as I’m sure you know by now my relationship isn’t typical.

 

I did the paranoid thing and deleted all my saved text messages, cleared my computer’s history (to erase my tracks here), and even went so far as to let Eric know not to contact me for a bit while I try and feel out what’s going on. I’m absolutely sure he knows, but how?? I really was thinking I was being so sly about this whole thing, but have I just blown open the doors on my extramarital affair?